Today I took a walk through a park on the Huron River in Ann Arbor while paying close attention to my energy. When I like something I feel something like butter melting centered behind and below my eyes between my cheeks. A very positive sensation. If strong enough I turn my head slightly to enhance the energy with some more.



When curious It feels like like my mind is comming to a wall and pulling. When concentrating Its like focusing energy through a funnel. When talking with a pretty female I feel my energy pulling at her.

More and more often I think of myself as a system that is based upon the flow of energy. I see things about Tai chi, chi gong, chakras, lee lines and many other things that really just mistify me. I like Tai chi and respect it but many things that people write about such things just seem to be too subjective. I find very little likelihood of these things being useful or even correct. I am trying to find my own path because I have found that most people are unable to see the world for what it truely is. Most just think wishful thinking will bring a free ride. A friend of mine asked me If my ideas have any real use. I think it will help me to read people better. I may even learn to know my self better. How many times have I sent crossed signals or been misread? Clarity in communication is very handy..I am currently working in an area of Detroit MI with very high probability of violent crime. Awareness of the current environment could save me from many problems.